[ WARNING: PRETTY INTENSE STUFF ]
The room so brightly lit
The people so painfully jolly
Me right here
Inanimate, ignored
As usual
All alone, in a corner...
A void
Black, sucking
Taking me
Destroying me...
The vortex - pulling...
My essence - ebbing...ebbing...
My inner self
Crying the tears
That spring to my eyes
Brimming...brimming with the salty water...
Hear this desperate cry - for help...
Hear this cry, mine, for a ray of hope...
Hear it... please!!
But, of course
Who can hear?
Who wants to?
And anyhow...
If hear they did
Who'd want to help?
And how indeed?
I shall be so bold
As to say
Madness, pure and true
Shall be better than this that I am...
Such my world suddenly dark
A hopeless despair setting in cruelly...
"Oh precious soul mine!
Oh come back hope!
Oh come back ambition!
Oh come back self!
Come back...come back..."
So I sob, "come back..."
Alas! My cries are in vain
"As is all that I do"
Whispers the devil that
Has taken hold of my soul...
See! See! See what I've become...
See how shameful I am...
Despair takes hold of me
Its grip; firm, merciless
And it vows to hold
For ever more...
And all I am able to do
Is cry and sob...till tears no more...
Save me... none can... I think...
~ another original.... from one of my bleaker days ~
5 comments:
vortex...every vortex has an eye of calm ...i think? dont worry...there wud be someone to swoop in and save u...ur superhero would come one day...and love you forever...and always
nay, the eye of calm may have a lesser pressure...but it still sucks me in...
heheh my superhero...my saviour ae? hoping and dreaming... hoping and dreaming... again and again...perhaps not everyone has a saviour... perhaps loners like me have to get ourselves out...or get sucked way in...
comment much touches my dreams...thankyou, anonymous =)
well... you know........ about the eye.... its better to get sucked in then saved.... atleast some times... wow.... thats reasonable...
what? a storm of comments against me huh? lets see?
Bring it on'
Sucked into black despair? Really, Walker, I expected better philosophy from you =P
And thanks for commentin ^^
thats heart wrenching to read.sp for some1 like me who cares for u like none other.if only you would luk closer rather than far and wide. u will c ppl who truly stand by u thru thik n thin.who dont despair over ur failures.instead gives out their hand for u2 haul urself back up on ur feet.if only u will keep holding on2 those hands with trust that they wont let go.no matter what.if only.if only u wud keep lukin ahead.not at what u leave behind.strong will conquers all.determination if strong enuf can achieve all.and then there is ur faith.where u turn when all else fail.that which not fail u.waste not life in despair.its ur life.no 1s else business to take care of it.after all u got just one life.ever tried counting ur blessings?how do they weigh against ur presumed despaires?the wise make most of their blessings.not waste their life sobbing on not getting the unreachables
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