Thursday, November 8, 2007

The Way I Cry...

My soul,
Its bleeding,
My heart – it’s not whole,
Wish to numb my feeling,
Throw myself onto bed; emotion darts,
That’s when it starts…

Water of the salty stream,
Born from deep within my soul,
So easily shed they seem,
Yet the toll destroys me whole,
Those are the times I feel myself drown in troubled times.

The moment now,
Right here,
This place somehow,
Longing my pieces to adhere,
Oh mend! Mend me from this!
What it is? Pain, pain is this!

No matter, no matter,
My guilt or fault another,
Whatever problem, conflict – no matter,
Wish to be in a world some other,
Wish someone would take away,
Wash it away with words pure as rain.

I let my eyelids fall,
Let the stream take over,
Drown in this? …oh...but…
What I wish makes my spirit sink even lower,
My savior, where are you?
Rescue me! Rescue me! Please, please do!

I long for a voice,
Inquiring my soul’s sorrow,
Touch my ears, o’ soothing voice,
Yet all I hear is emptiness hollow,
Tears yet more, hurt and angry, gush down,
My soul does scream and frown.

I long again for,
A hand to wipe my tears,
That never comes, nor,
The warmth of an embrace to destroy my fears,
My savior dear!
Rescue me! Rescue me here!

Time ticks away,
I lift myself up,
Dab the tears away,
Try to cheer myself up,
Try to bury the hopes,
Of my dream savior that never comes...


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